I Wanna leave NOW!

ONE MORE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgosh! I can't contain my excitement. All Ii have to do is get through tomarrow and i'll be good. OH man! But we have such a LOOOOOOOOOONG travel. We leave dulles at 12:30 and the paper Mr. Noel gave us says that it only takes like two hours to go to Atlanta. But we are in Atlanta FOR 6 FREAKIN HOURS!!! My mom told us about a underground mall there so hopefully we will get to go to it. And since we have so much time *insert heavy sarcasm* I think we will even be allowed to leave the airport. I HOPE! On a differnt note. I called my delta boss ( i think shes my boss) but I start training on the 13 of August and i train at Dulles ( sadness) for three weeks straight for 40 hours a week! Thats ganna be good money! Hopefully i'll grow a brain by then and save some of it. But that also means that i might end up haeing to quit starbucks. pooey. Jason will not like that. just be praying for me PLEZ! lol But im ganna go do my devos (yes at....12:41 in the morning :-D ) Better late then never. Tootles!

YAY YAY YAY

OK so now that Ireland is 2 days away im sooo super stoked about it. Its even more exciting for me because the Lord has made it clear that He wants me in Ireland this year. So i'm really looking forward to what He is going to teach me and what Hes ganna teach the children of Ireland through me. I hope I won't have to teach, but if I do, PRAY for me! lol last year i screwed up soo badly. Thank God for Clay. lol I didn't really know how to teach them cause they were so young and i had never done it before, and I hadn't prepared for it that well. My thinking was that "these kids are 2 and 3. how hard can it really be??" HA! Little did I kno! lol Well this might be my last post before ireland, so for the few lone ppl who read this, contiinue to pray for me and the whole team. And who knows maybe ill post IN Ireland, cause i know i can get internet in certain spots of the Y. Good Night!

Im Yours

This is a poem i wrote. Its kinda lame but i thought it would be fun to put up here. see what kind of HONEST responses i get. hehehe. here it is.

After so many years of running away,
You say, "Okay Lord, im yours"
You live life to the fullest,
On a different path,
It's the straight and narrow,
It's the hard way,
It's the right way,
You live the rest of your days on this path,
and with your last breath you say,
"Take me i'm yours, Lord"
You get up there to see,
The one you so ferverntly followed,
And you hear the words,
You so longed to hear,
"Well done my good and faithful servant"

What an amazing God!

Well, the Ireland trip this year was a cost of $1,950. I felt like the Lord wanted me to go. So I signed up for it, got my support letters out, and in poured the money. Litteraly!! My whole entire trip has been paid for and I haven't paid a single cent! It makes me almost cry when I think of how greatly the Lord has blessed me despite how much have bitterness that i have directed at
Him in the last month and a half. Recently, though, I have been finding myslef drawing closer to God and i'm LOVING IT! What I have noticed is that whenever a certain person (who shall remain nameless) isn't in my life, I seem to draw closer to Him, but whenever this person IS in my life, i seem to drift away. Now, im not blaming this person for my lack of following the Lord but the person never encuraged me in the right way, always the other way. However, I miss this person so bad right now. Its my girl talk buddy! Just pray for me that I stay strong and don't waver from God. I'm really enjoying the feeling of reading my Bible everyday and learning. And the fun part is that I read it at work on my breaks. hehe I had on of my coworkers pick it up earlier when i had set it down to put my apron on. THX PEEPS!!!!!!



PS. Tommy and Hectors devos ROCK!

well well well

Well. I have cooled off since that last post. I had just gotten off the phone with my little sister and thats all that needs to be said. ON a happier note......IRELAND IS IN ONE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! I am soooo excited. I still have to do a ton of laundry and go out and get the stuff i'll need. Then when I get back I have to work for 2 weeks then I go to Myrtle beach for Mrytle Turtle Madness PT. 2. WAHOO! I'm going with my friends Crystal and Courtney. For anyone who knows how we three are together, hahaha, you know how crazy we are going to be! Now job wise. I (finally!) got a job. well 2 jobs actually. The first one is at Starbucks. I make 8$$ an hour plus tips there. But the cool part? I got a job at Delta airlines! I'm sooo stoked! I wll be a cutomer service agent. And the lady that trains at Dulles put in a transffer for Atlanta. If she gets that, I get to train in Atlanta airport or JFK airport! yay! I will be starting at 9.90$$ and hour. So I'm soooo very excited. So finally im get back on track. For whoever reads this, just keep praying for me. Thx all!!

why oh why??

Why does the Lord seem to bless some people with seemingly perfect families and then curse me with the one from Hell and beyond?? Plez some answer that. and one more question, is murder wrong in EVERY circumstance??